Maddowja

I'm a straight up intellectual and a jokester. I love heavy music and work out almost every day. I am a carpenter and a damn good one. I'm here to continue to create the real me and strip away all the forced rape believes that have been tortuously pounded into my head. I don't drink alcohol or do drugs. I don't even smoke. I have I have done all those things. They have never made me while. Sex on the other hand has at times given me tremendous amounts of what I call freedom and serenity. I don't play games or fall into childish conversations or do I have time for gossip. I'm looking to find a more powerful and fulfilling life. After all this may be the only one we get.