I've been weighing the consequences against the release of pressure to hide my belief system from the public.
On one hand:
1) The number of people who are aware that I am a Satanist is growing, primarily through my campus's pagan group (Yes, I hang out with pagans a lot, story for another thread). The group has been growing, so more and more are becoming aware of it, seemingly with no negative consequences to me. Besides them, my wife and a couple of her family members know.
2) I no longer have to err or make up stories when I'm asked about my interests these days. Just the other day I was discussing Nietzsche and other philosophers with this chick. I blurted out it was part of my religious practice. She asked what religion. I almost said Satanist, but ended up saying "I follow the Left Hand Path" which I figured most people won't know.
3) I can finally read the TSB and other related publications in the open. Right now, I only read them in my bedroom, and no where else. It's annoying when I'm outside every day for most of the day.
4) The last and most important reason: I want to take my Satanism further. More involvement, more public works, writings like thought pieces, perhaps steering the direction in which Satanism goes with the public. I'm thinking of joining The Satanic Temple and then pouring as much effort as possible to get involved.
On the other hand:
1) Parents will probably find out. I'm 27, and I have no problems telling them about it as long as I sufficiently explain the LHP to them. Unfortunately, I have no idea how I'd translate say, Lavey's ideas, into Mandarin. I fear that all they'll know is that I worship the devil himself.
2) Super religious members of my wife's family will find out. It'll be a burden upon her.
3) Possible loss of job opportunities. If I'm too public with my Satanism, potential employers may bin me just because they're uncomfortable with Satanism.
4) I live in Indiana. Quite a bit of rednecks here. There's also a deeply Christian Vietnam war veteran living across from me. Who knows how they'll react? It's bad enough that I'm a foreigner, AND a minority ethnically. Now I'm a Satanist too.
Anyway, I guess the topic should be about:
a) Are you public with your Satanism?
b) How did you go public?
c) What were the consequences (if any)? Did you face prejudice from those around you?
Let's discuss this.