My junkie girlfriend | Forum

So often (especially lately) I think about my girlfriend I had when I was homeless living in Olympia Wa. This girl was so down with me and we were so in love, but we were heroin junkies so it’s the strangest love you can imagine. Check this out. So this is why it’s so weird. When your on heroin, as a man, and I guess as a woman, You have ZERO sex drive. I would have to really concentrate to get my dick hard and even if we did have sex, no cum would come out (you don’t produce sperm when your on that shit). I was with that girl every day for 6 or 7 months and We didn’t have sex once. I never even saw her vagina. We would get in our underwear and cuddle and kiss and do that weird heroin lovey dovey, but when it came to our genitals…nothing. Never even crossed our minds. We went our separate ways when I got sober the first time out there, and she disappeared thereafter, but I’ve tried to find her like you wouldn’t believe now that I’ve been sober a while and my body is normal and I’m horny as fuck all the time, because this girl was HOT. Damn I was and still am so attracted to this girl. Im weird. I like women that have battle scars and….yea this girl was so hot in her own little way. Her body was amazing. I miss snuggling with her. I just wish we could have met when I was sober, but when you meet a lover when your on drugs, it’s kind of like that’s the only way your going to meet and you wouldn’t meet any other way. If we were doing meth we would have had LOTS AND LOTS of sex.