I'm surprised nobody has replied to this yet. But I'm a degenerative delinquent, you can have fun either as the one in control or the one at mercy. Both sides will teach you about boundaries, pain threshold, what specifically you enjoy and the role best suited to you.
After all pain is pleasure...
So here's this instead:
But my music is still buried, oh well. I'll get around to bumping that up a bit later.
It's seems always the same stuffy key party ideal mashed with the refinement, stratification, and esoterica of Freemasons. I just picture the aristocratic sitting around in lounge chairs discussing the value of NFT's, like the civilized and proper should. Saying, "quite" and "indeed" a lot.
Of course they dont discuss the "dark side" of themselves, or their macabre collection of cloaks and daggers with outside company. That's their special secret. They might think, as they pass the folks walking about, "Muahahaha, if you only knew who I really was. If you could only see my dark invocations to the demons of the abyss, you'd be so scared".
But, of course they want to discuss the individuality and liberation of it all with "like minds" as well. That's why they come in here full of those starry ideals and want to talk about their dark invocations and how cool it is to be a religion that sets them apart.
While some become communists in college and bash the bourgeoisie to reinvent themselves. Others find that iconoclastic special identity pin with invocations to some demon that saw in the Goetia. And the former, just like the latter, soon enough move on to their next incarnation of "this is now me".