Hello all | Forum

I’m not totally new here but it’s been a few years.

Just recently found out in a Pantheist? Yeah I’m shocked.

When I was a kid, at the age of 11, I was in art class and as I was returning from the restroom I thought to myself “why do I believe in Christianity?” It took a moment, but suddenly the thought leaped from the depths of my brain “because I was taught to” which caused me to start reading the Holy Bible and such and I realized it felt wrong to me.

A year later I was reading a book, and LaVey’a name was mentioned. This was my 3rd time reading the book and it never caught my eye until then. So I did some research and finally decided to go with my gut on this one.

A whole bunch of shit later, including an abusive relationship, a plethora of random (mostly minor) health struggles, and a disability, and I’ve gradually also followed my instincts spirituality. It’s odd because I genuinely thought spirituality in general was bullshit but oops, here we are.

I believe in energy rather than a deity, and I believe in oneness. But, I’m more so here to talk and learn more about various forms of Satanism.


Anyway, just here to say hello. I’m a slightly open book. I can answer questions about my beliefs or whatever, but I’d also like to learn more about yours.


I’m from Oklahoma, if that matters at all. And I took French in high school and won a medal from the National French Exam, but I’ve forgotten some of what I knew since