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Fuck I have been so weak... 

I have been waking up everyday.. in panic and stress to get independant and on my own.

I have been worried childish and whiney about everything that goes wrong and a total asshole when everything is working out my way..

I wish to explore why I express myself in this way.. or better yet, I wish to strenghthen my own love and villigance towards myself.

I wish to give myself the love//well maybe not..

Buut when i go about my day hoping that everyone else will be hAappy with me and doing everything so that they will.. 

Perhaps we can look into this behavior of mine if it is not yet done expressing itself and work it so i play into my own favor and not against myself. 

I am done hiding

i am done asking for the aPProval of others

i am done believing that everyone else is waay better and more capable than me.

I wish to commune with you tonight to infuse brand inscribe upon my mind and body with hellishry fire 

THAT I AM A BAD ASS WOMAN!

 AND HOW AND WHATHEFUKAMIGONNADOWITHTHIS...

ok well if you are my true SATANIC BREATHREN 

tthen EVERYONE MUST EGREGORE EDME OUT!

Focus for me fukkin visualize..

And anyone who WILL Burn me or put me out